Renaissance Soldier: Phillip Carter

Copyright © Damon Winter

Q. In what arenas of the military did you meet other Bruins?

A. I actually bumped into a few of my buddies in Iraq, although it took a bit of searching to find them. ... A lot of us have kept touch over the year via e-mails. When any of our paths would cross at some military base, we'd get together and throw a few beers and tell stories of what it was like at UCLA and what we’ve done since then.

Q. Could the military use more highly educated soldiers and officers?

A. Absolutely. There is a great body of literature that says smart soldiers do better in combat because you need to be situationally aware and intelligent to stay alive.

Q. Who do you consider yourself first — a lawyer, a writer or a soldier?

A. I'm actually having a bit of an identity crisis right now. I love to write, and I love to teach, and I really don't know what I want to do when I grow up yet. I think I am done being a soldier. I’ve done it for nine years now — I can't think of another job that would be as challenging and rewarding as being the operations officer for a task force like mine — and once you've gone to combat, there is nothing left to prove to yourself or anyone else.

Q. You’ve written articles critical of the U.S. government. Did you ever feel uncomfortable as an inactive reservist?

A. I felt that an honest dialogue about our means and ends in the war on terrorism was incredibly important. With respect to some of the things happening at Guantanamo and Abu Ghraib, I saw the very soul of our military and our country at stake.

Q. How did Abu Ghraib affect your mission in Iraq?

A. It's tough to stand for the rule of law when you have such a blatant violation of the law on your own country's record. Whenever we talked to our counterparts about detainee abuse or torture or telling them they need to take the high road when they felt like they had to squeeze someone for information, they would always pose that counterfactual back to us: Well, what about what your country is doing in Guantanamo?

Q. What was the most redeeming experience of your tour in Iraq?

A. On my way out, I had some long discussions with my colonel, who is just a brilliant man — Col. Bill Benson — about what we had really accomplished and whether it was all worth it, and he told me at one point, "If nothing else, you can say your efforts resulted in the release of hundreds of detainees." There was one case in particular he singled out of a 14-year-old boy held because his brother had committed a murder and the police simply wanted to use him as leverage to get his brother to turn himself in. In his case, I did intervene somewhat directly by calling the judge and making the release happen. He reminded me of that and said, "To that 14-year-old, he'll never forget your actions. And you'll always be what he thinks about when he thinks of America."

Published Jan 1, 2007 8:00 AM